Hmmm..

Today I weighed in, and I lost 2.2 pounds this last week. Definitely not the 2.6 pounds I need to lose each week to reach my goal, but better than the week before. I wish I could lose 3 pounds a week. I wish weight loss wasn't so slow. What sucks is that 2 guys I know, one being Chris, have lost tons of weight without trying very hard and I am jealous! Chris has lost almost 40 pounds in 5 months and my now 56.pounds has taken me 10 months! However, in the last 3.5 months I have lost 24.8 pounds. So in the last 3.5 months I have lost the most. I need to figure out how to make it come off faster. Hmmmmm.

Wedding planning....I have my save the dates, but still haven't addressed them to send them out yet. School is kicking my butt, Algebra (very time consuming) and speech. YUCK!

Not wedding planning or weight loss talk, but last week the president decided to cut off the last extension of Unemployment (which is 20 weeks extra) and I will be done with unemployment benefits by July 1st. I am frantically looking for a job now! No money means no car payment and no wedding :( I am freaking out especially since I have non-refundable deposits on all my vendors! AHHHHH Please say LOTS of prayers for me! I need them.

As Expected

Last week I gained 2.4 pounds, but after losing 8.4 lbs the week before I was sure I was going to gain some back. this week I lost 1. 4, so 1 lb to go to where I was two weeks ago. This last week has been weird. I haven't been hungry at all and I thought I would have lost more weight than I did. Whatever.

On a wedding note, we have a new photographer (long story). Our save the dates came last week and I love them. So there are only a couple more addresses I need and I will be sending them out. I wish I could invite everyone, but I can't. :( We are trying to have a "smaller" wedding. We will see what happens.

On a side note, apparently there is a thief who likes our house. A couple weeks ago someone stole A WHOLE bunch of Callie's money out of her money jar, and just this past week I had $40 TAKEN out of my wallet. Good thing they haven't found my "wedding fund" yet. I feel so uncomfortable here now. How do people have no morals nowadays? Also, in the last 4 days I have had next to no sleep (about 9 hours in total). I know I am overly tired and emotional but I am so done with everyone. :( I hate the way that people are bullied in our own house, and the fact that I now need to keep my door locked at all times I am not in it. :(

Woohoo

So I guess I lost 8.4 pounds this week! I am shocked! I have no idea how I did it. I have been sick since Sunday, but I thought I wasn't doing well this past week. The dr's office today said 6.6 pounds and weight watchers said 8.4. Weight watchers has been pretty consistent but I am SHOCKED! So I am now at 22.4 pounds lost since March 6th. So I am excited again, however, I don't really believe 8.4 pounds. That is a lot! I have 77 pounds to go! That's like 2.6 pounds a week! I can do this!

Wedding news...not much going on. I need to find a cheap DJ for an MC guy and the music part like "first dances" and garter toss. Anyways. I feel like poo so I will write more next week.